"unleash your inner BEYONCE"

OMG! You will never believe what I found on youtube!! But before I get to that, let me just blog a bit.. So, ever since I gave birth I've been super lazy to get back into shape, I know slap myself! You would think I'd work out being that summer is literally around the corner, nope not I.. Working out is extremely boring for me, so I've substituted my exercising with HIVA and this clip I'm about to show you fellow bloggers. In case you're wondering what the heck HIVA is, it's Tahitian Fitness that my sister's dance choreographer, Juahl Agusitino came up with. You don't know what a real workout is until you experience this!

Please excuse my excess baby fat! LoL!

I love dancing, although I'm not an expert, I love love love to dance! It gives me a chance to express myself and whatnot!! :) And who wouldn't love exercising and having fun at the same time right?! So, after I found this clip on youtube, I attempted the unthinkable! I also took it upon myself to unleash my inner BEYONCE; IN HEELS!! OOOOOOOOOH SNAPP!!

Enjoy bloggas :)

..opening for kid cudi..

Guess who's opening up for Kid Cudi?! No, not I, lol don't be surprised! Actually my boyfriend is, along with my cousin Stephanie "Big Sis" Reupena. I feel so many emotions for my honey, but mostly excited and proud! Music is what brought us together and he knows I support him 110%.

My boo has worked so hard as far as his music is concerned and I am so proud of his accomplishments. This is definitely a door to further opportunities and I hope someone in the crowd acknowledges his talent and hard work! Ever since we got together, music has been a way for him to express himself and has also been an escape from all my bitching and nagging. LoL true story. He knows almost everything about every rapper it's amazing, he can tell which drums belong to what song, which song has been sampled and all that other music junk! His perspective of music is really deep rather than broad. His lyrics have profound meaning to them and music is more than just random sounds put together.

Being a father and a full-time provider for our little family, he hasn't really been doing much with his music so I'm kind of nervous to see how he gets back in the zone. Don't get me wrong, never did I or will I ever underestimate his potential, it's just been a very long while. When it comes to his music, he is such a perfectionist, it's irritating! But I guess it all pays off in the end. I'm excited and scared to see him grow as an artist, but very thrilled to see his future in pursuing his music.

Goodluck babe! Love you always :)

.chao bella.

..times like this sooo suck..

Ok, I've mentioned in my earlier blogs that my father works for Delta. With that being said, I fly out every other two weeks to take my daughter to be with both my family and Kasey's family. Ugh, at first flying with an infant was "alright". Now, it's a nightmare! Why? Because she's older and knows how to do alot more, for example, she talks to almost anything or anyone that moves. It's pretty damn exhausting if you ask me, it's gotten to the point where I actually dress down to go to the airport. For anyone who knows me well, I'm never one to DRESS DOWN! I like to look trendy where ever I go, even if it's taking out the trash. LoL k jk, that's a man's job! Duh! Anyways, so I don't wear any accessories, I leave them in my purse, along with an extra shirt! Crazy I know, I actually get dressed when I arrive at our final destination! Ai yai yai curumbaaa!

So, this past week I left our daughter with my parents for just a week. My father is always so emotional when it comes to his granddaughter, needless to say so am I. So, I've been home alone when Kasey's at work and let me tell you it is super boring without my little rascal! I feel useless, the house is already clean, no dishes, laundry is done, the weather is not fit for a walk or run, and bills are caught up with.

I miss chasing her around the house in her walker, yelling at her when she gets into everything, sheesh I miss everything! Here's what I miss :(

She has this habit of going through everything til all of everything is out of the purse or whatever it is she's going through. She arranges her own clothes and loves to rip her diapers out of the box or package!

Our living room can never stay clean with this little lady crawling and wobbling everywhere, I miss her so much and cannot wait to see her!

As much as I hate running around and cleaning everything more than once, I wouldn't have it any other way! This monster keeps me busy and awake at all hours of the day, she has taught me so many things about being a great mother, I couldn't ask for a greater blessing! Love my Mane girl more than anything!

Mommy misses you booboo :(
.chao bella.

..new beginnings..

Life comes with many changes, the outcomes might not always be what you expect, but for the better. As for my little family and I, we've decided to move to the sunny state of California. Oceanside to be exact. It is so different from home, very fast paced! Holy cow it's overwhelming! The reason we decided to move is because Kasey was offered a good paying job, so without hesitation, we made the move. Of course we had to leave everything back home and start fresh! 

We're still trying to adjust to this new life. Kasey has been working since January and he loves it, and so do I! The paycheck that is! LoL, no really it truly is a blessing. For as young as we are, I'm very grateful for the opportunities that were given to both of us to start our family the right way. Well having a baby young is totally not the right way but you get where I'm coming from, right?!

I guess it's not as bad as we think it is, being that my father works for Delta, which means I fly free! Whoot whoot! I can go home and visit whenever I'd like to, so really California is just a home away from home. We'll be down again in June for Taimane's 1st birthday party and we are so stoked! Stay tuned for that bloggers :)

..chao bella..

..back at it..

Finally! Back to blogging I go, I have so much to update on. Let's start off with some recent photos of my most prized possesion "Taimane Cambria-Keianna"..

There is literally so much to catch up on, my life has truly been blessed with having my daughter! I took time off work to be a "stay at home" mom, and I can honestly say that I love every bit of it! Although I may not wake up as early as she does, or want to take walks outside as often as she does, I still manage to be the best mother I can possibly be. So far, I've done one hell of a job. "Clap for me motha 3 times"! LoL.

My daughter has so much character it's hilarious and almost always brings tears to my eyes. I have never been one to be emotional but all of that changed once I had my bundle of joy! I cannot believe how fast she's grown and how much she's developed within 10 months! My Mane is so independent, she's a fast learner and she's very observant for her age. She can feed herself, walk a little or should I say "wobble", she even tries to dress her own self. She'll see clothes lying around and would try to attempt to put it on her head, she makes me laugh constantly! The funniest is when she tries to put on her socks, she'll eventually give up but she's learning so fast it amazes me!

She makes her own self laugh and is ALWAYS the life of the party! She tends to show-off at times but who wouldn't love that right?! She's very playful and loves to crawl/walk wherever her feet take her. This little girl never ceases to amaze me! She even sings sometimes, during church, FHE, or even in the car, she'll try to sing along with whatever song is playing, her voice is music to my ears, even when she babbles out of control!

Mane has this routine I always do with her anytime we're both bored. If any of you have watched MTV's "Jersey Shore", she dances to the techno beat when T-shirt time comes around, she claps her hands when she hears "yaaaaayyyy", and we just taught her how to give kisses.! It truly is an amazing blessing, probably one of God's ultimate blessings to have children!

I don't want to waste anytime with her so I try to make every moment precious and irreplaceable. So far, so good. I don't want my baby to get older, she makes my life so worth living and always turns a negative situation into a positive one.

It's breathtaking how someone so small and petite can make such a HUGE difference in life and in a day! I want to give my daughter the world, she deserves everything and all my accomplishments will be for her benefit and ours as well.

.chao bella.