Hello my fellow bloggers, forgive me I know I've been lacking on my blog! But here are just some updates, we flew back home (Utah) for our daughter's 1st birthday. It was great, as soon as I find my damn camera I'll be sure to post pictures. We stayed there for the whole week after that, being there that long made Kasey and I realize that there was nothing for us in California. It made us realize that moving to California was a good decision to get our family started off financially but we weren't really happy there. Being away from our families made us miss home even more! So, with that being said, we made the decision to move back home. Holy crap you have no idea how stressful it is traveling back and forth let alone moving AGAIN!
So Kasey came back to California to finish work, I followed 2 weeks after to get the remaining of our things. Come to find out, Kasey was offered another job for another company that pays twice as much! Eff word! Eff word times 10!! I was like really? After we already made the final decision to move back to Utah? This left us thinking hard! We were stuck in the middle of two states, we both know we're better off back home. But, we've come to a conclusion. He'll stay here and finish that job, as for me, I'll be leaving to Utah tomorrow and starting work on the 15th of August.
I'm not sure when I'll see my hubby again and it makes me sick to my stomach! I know that we have to sacrifice a lot in order to become happy or get where you want to get in life but damn! This is so hard! I absolutely hate being away from him, vice versa. I honestly regret moving here to California, I know, that sounds sooooo selfish! But I'd rather be broke and see him everyday than being away from the man I love most for months at a time! It sucks because this doesn't only affect us as a couple but our daughter as well! I hate that she never gets to see her father cause he's always working, of course she has my dad and my brother as well as Kasey's brother but it's just not the same. She is only 1 but I know she misses her dad!
It's almost midnight here in California and my hubby is working graveyard tonight, my flight leaves at 4:37pm tomorrow and I'm dreading every second leading up to that moment! Hopefully my family, girlfriends, and my daughter can keep me occupied because I know for a fact I'm going to be a hot mess!! H E L P !!