What a life!! Ugh, so with everything being said in my previous blog, I decided to fly out to california to spend some quality time with my love. It was so nice, it really made me think twice if moving out there was really the right thing to do for both my daughter and I. As of right now, we've planned to go on a break, spend some time away from each other and hope everything will fall into place.
Being out there was really what I needed. Just to get away from home and everything else, I was like so stressed I really needed to get away and have some "me" slash "us" time lol. My trip was fun, we really did NOTHING at all. It was the funnest thing ever, ironic right? We would wake up every afternoon around 11 or so and just talk and lounge around! He made me breakfast EVERY morning I was there, he wouldn't let me touch or clean anything, he tucked me in every night, AND, get this, he even watched my fave tv shows with me, like jerseylicious, jersey shore, real housewives of atl&beverly hills! It was so cute and romantic, I could cry! He catered to me in every way possible.! I consider myself very lucky to have such a strong and willing man! I realized how much I took him for granted, well both of us vice versa.
We went on walks and talked about so much! So my time out there was worth it! Everything is coming back together, so you're probably wondering why we've decided to go on a break right? Lol well let's just say it's all for the best and we will end up back together stronger than ever! All I can say is that we've both worked so hard at making us work, holy hell it's been hectic! Overwhelming and under so much pressure it's not even funny! But I wouldn't have it any other way or do it with anyone else. I love him so much it hurts!
Our friends and families would never understand what we have, let's just say we're very much alike which can be bad and good at times!
It's a love hate relationship:)
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