disgusted yet motivated :)

Is weight something worth stressing over? Hmmm I'm a female, my moodswings are ridiculous, I'm picky about certain things, soooooooo I think I qualify for STRESSING OVER MY WEIGHT! LoL. Seriously though.. As you might have read in one of my previous blogs, "MY PIECE OF HEAVEN", I was categorized in the OBESE pregnant women portion. I guess I can use that as an excuse right? WRONG!

I was browsing through my photobucket album and found some pics that I almost wanted to cry over! Literally!! It was heartbreaking and all I could say to myself was, WOW NEN REALLY?! Get ahold of yourself! Ha!

So anyways, I've avoided eating ALOT of my favorite foods.. No more Mickey Dee's, Beto's, french fries, anything fried in oil, soda, and away with the junk food! I started running on Monday for about 2 hours, not to mention I was speed walking most of the time (don't hate!).. Kasey and I signed up for a membership at Golds about 5 months ago and I haven't been committed to it at all! I regret that because now look at the results! CHALLLLE! lol. I've also done some stomach crunches(spchk) on my medicine ball, so as you can see, I'm making some progress right?

(Funny Story really quick) I was jokingly playing around with Kasey when I said I'll just starve myself to death, after all, beauty is pain right? He looked at me and said, Babe? That's not even cute! Ok I felt so moded, my man is satisfied with my figure but uhhhh losing a little and toning up won't hurt right?! :) I LOVE YOU BABY!

Furthermore, after much thought and consideration, I've decided to print all these pics and hang them all over our wall in our room.. You're probably wondering why in the world would I torture myself like that?! Well think again, every time I wake up or right before calling it a night, I will look at these pics and become so overwhelmingly motivated..! So hopefully 2 months from now, I'll create another blog looking alot slimmer than now!

EXCITED MUCH?! :)